Today, I’m dying inside. John 6:63 It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh is of no help at all. The Words which I myself speak to you, they are Spirit and they are Life.
I need to die to what my flesh wants and needs. I’m really struggling with this today. I’m sad, and mad, and blinded to the Holy Spirit and having such a hard time trusting God right now. In order to survive into Salvation, I need to give up my worldly needs and turn to the hope in Jesus, which is being extremely difficult.
God, I confess my selfishness today. It’s ruining me and causing havoc in my marriage and will flow into my other relationships. I fear that I am not able to shine your Glory as I am stuck in this selfishness. Jesus, please change my heart, not just today, change my heart forever. I pray along with Jesus, Amen